Happy birthday to me. 30 is a big number. 30 years means 360 months. Approximately 10800 days. And a lot many hours, minutes and seconds. And it all comes down to one question, Have I done enough? Have I had enough? Have I made it worthwhile? Am I living for what I have been born for? Have I loved enough? Have I been loved enough? Have I expressed enough? Have I made enough lifelong friends? Have I fought enough to win enough enemies? Have I visited enough places? Have I been selfish enough? Have I been selfless enough? Have I respected enough? Have I been respected enough? Have I fulfilled enough desires? Have I been adventurous enough? Have I exercised enough? Have I worked enough? Have I earned enough? Have I learned enough? Have I taught enough? Have I shared enough? Have I tasted enough? Have I grown old? Am I still young? Have I grown old gracefully? Am I satisfied enough to say, that's it?
The answer is no. I have not done enough. I have not had enough. I want to be meet more people. I want to make new friends and enemies and keep the oldies too. I want to grow more, not by size but by knowledge. I want to be loved more and love more. I want to respect more and be respected more. I want to shared more. I want to learn more.
There are a lot of 'I want's and a lot of 'I want to do's. Hope I live my life completely till the last breadth and do more than enough. A song from Queen movie,
Khud hi tho hai hum
Kinare...
Kaise honge kam
Kinare...
Hain jahan hai hum
Kinare...
Khud hi tho hai hum
Haan... Khud hi tho hai hum.
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